Back from Sydney, 2 nights on the plane was crazy. Was so restless throughout the trip, but it was fun and cozy. Stayed at cousin's and housemates'. Unlike previous trips with Pud, not much shopping this time, but with the usual nom nom and some sight seeing. Didn't like the air, roads and people there, but love the nom nom. ahhhh, the sashimi, scallop and oyster.

I think I've made up my mind, I just don't know how to put it across and deal with it. Never thought this would happen to me, and am surprised at how I handle it. Too rationale or not rationale?