FUCK FUCK FUCK
this is bad!!
about a week back, i realised there's a bird nest right outside my window, on the vine. there're 2 eggs in there, and the next time i went to check on it again, there were 2 chicks in there. the parents took turns to take care of them.
And this fucking idiot killed the birds. damn it. the uncle took them off, because they're afraid they might come back again and shit all over the plant. BUT THEY'VE ALREADY HATCHED.. my cousin say that if we were to tell him, he would take it off, so both of us didn't say anything about it. BUT HE FOUND OUT WHEN HE WAS DOING SOME GARDENING YESTERDAY. fuck. i went out for dinner, and the next thing i saw when i came back to the room, was that the nest was GONE. i climbed up to take a closer look, and there's still the mother or the father there. shit man. THE PANG OF GUILT. idiot. i felt bad. then i thought maybe it'll be gone. but oh hell, the bird's still there, arghhhhhhhh. it's so heart breaking. why must he always do that? is it that only human's life is a life? why is it that he don't feel the guilt by killing so many things, either directly or indrirectly. he gave his dog panadol, after the dog took some rat poison and was feeling terrible, and he didn't even tell a single person after the dogs death. fucking idiot. this is irritating me. the bird's still out there, on the vine, looking really dejected, the feathers are wet. after one whole night, it's still there. FUCK. right outside my room. i feel really bad.

why does he fucking thinks that only his fucking idiotic life is important. are the grapes really that important? i can buy millions of it for you. damn it.

FUCK IT

I'm sorry birds, RIP