13:40
9th July 08

It's the afternoon, and I've just woke up not long ago. It's nice, but I can't help feeling a sense of guilt, as my days seems shorter and there're so many things that I'm so lazy to do. Procrastinating, procrastinating and soon, I realise it's the night again, and I've not done a single thing except bumming around.

Didn't plan to blog this holiday, but someone prompted that it had been eons since my last update.

I suddenly feel that my holiday had been a waste and I seems to dread it now. It's the after/before effect of many things. This is so not good. I've to be positive, IT'S THE HOLIDAYY.

Anyway, I've done something, or rather said something really bad yesterday that's making me feel so guilty till now. no matter how many sorry it just can't make me feel better. 1st I said someone stupid in his face, then I sarcasticly said excellence when someone forgotten something. In both situation, I mean no sarcasm or anything of that sort. Really sorry to both of you.
That's the problem with making new friends, that's why I'm so reluctant. arghh. If both situation happens in the group, or to any close friends I'm very sure this wouldn't have happened. Oh well oh well, no more excuses I know, I'm all to blame. Sorry.

I've just got myself a new laptop. IBM thinkpad T61. I got it at a student rate, thanks to Lin. (Aren't you afriad that I might just use your IC no. to do something illegal? Be more careful the next time. hahaha) I know thinkpads aren't the most appealable laptop, but it's durable and IT'S MY STYLE!! but it has yet to arrive.

Few plans that's going on. Durian dessert buffet at goodwood and The Line at shangri-la hotel. I won't be sending out any smses to notify each and everyone, so everyone that's reading this are invited. Just have to let me know that you're interested through whatever source and I'll keep you updated.
Oh, and I'm still waiting to go for teh terik ice cream at serene centre. Most probably next week, if someone keeps her promise. If you'd like to join notify me as well.

I'm hungry and there's no food. crap.

My roller coaster emotion has subsided alittle after this post.

Love
Jia Pei