00:26
13th July 08

one very special person from Darling left for national servie 2 days ago.
mixed feeling at this very moment.
I knew when he was going to leave.
I wasn't very much affected by it, I just felt it's a phrase every Singapore man had to go through.
It even slipped through my mind on that very day.
Until someone reminded me and i sent him a sms.

All along I feel that he's drifting away from us, from me. Many things that we used to share doesn't exist anymore, but it seems like we're blinded by the new episodes coming into our life, the things that we actually share just comes in different forms.

His entry in his blog inspired this entry. I read his blog, the messages written to his gf and friends. I would throught that there would be nothing dedicated to us. but yes, he did.

No matter what we go through, what our life are, he's always one very special person in my heart, and I'm definite about that, I realise.
no matter how far apart we've drifted away, he's still linked to my heart.

Love
Jia Pei