YES YES YES.

It's emo time yet again. lol
Onceagain, all to the wonders of blogs.
I really have this love hate relationship with blogs.
emo emo emo, is good, it makes me reflect and think think think.

The reflection of the day: FRIENDS

"Friends are not friend without the i" Kok Meng.
This used to be in his nick I think, and since that day I never spelled friends as fren/frenzz etc.
Anyway anyway anyway, I'm thinking of how to pen down the feelings I have right now.
I used to think that I'm a good friend.
but the thought had changed, and thinking back, I wasn't exactly as good as I thought I was.
Friend is a time consuming hobby? see see see. Now you get what I mean. THE IDEA OF FRIENDS AS A HOBBY EVEN CROSSED MY MIND. bad.
type, delete, type, delete, type, delete. I have no idea how to pen/type this down. Shall leave it here.



oh my. I feel like a failure now. woops.



I just have to grow up, don't I.



There's so much I want to do. Will I ever have the chance to do them? 2 dreams, nono, make it 3, will I even be able to fulfill them? 3 absolutely different dreams. 20 years time?

updates.
exam went well today. had a 6 hr sleep which supposing, is enough during the exam period. BUT, when I got home from lunch with a BUBBLE TEA WITH CHOCOLATE PEARL, and lay down on the not very confortable bed, the cells in every single part of the body are struggling to grab every energy that's being replenished. I seriously feel the cells opening their mouth like a animated bacteria. So after 3 hrs, I feel fully recharged. but with a sore neck. I seriously need a new bed, and a better pillow.


I'm sorry
Jia Pei