21:00
29th sept 07

Finally, 3 consecutive days of exam is over. It's really exhusting, and mentally touturing. I wasn't relieved after the last paper today, not sure why. I just felt so burdened, like everything will just come back again, and the cycle continues. Anyway, a week of study break next week, I'm kind of looking forward not to really enjoy but to finish everything that I'm suppose to. Oh crap, I seriously thinks that I should turn myself into a nerd, in order to fulfil every demand of the course, and the people. My mum was saying that I should even study during my summer break, which is a almost 3 month break for me at the end of the year, and my cousin just told me that I should rest well today and start tomorrow, and that's precisely what I should do. I was like, WTH, i just finish my test, but oh well, she thinks that my purpose here is to study, so ya, she's right. I will try anyway, to be consistent in my studies and not do last miniute cramping of stuff. IT'S REALLY BAD FOR HEALTH.
But, BUt, BUT, there's always a positive side to things. I realised after these exams that my memory have improve, or so I think. It's just like how doctors encourage alzheimer's patient to do activities that retain their brain function. These series of exams, I think, have done the same result to me.

UPDATES
JM came back from Korea the other day, and the day after she come back KM left for China.
and and and, she got me something nice, that's what she claim, have not seen the tiniest bit of it yet. and both of them enjoyed their trip, though KM's trip was there to help build some pipes or something, but he seems to have made great friends with the group he went with. Hopefully he'd upload some pictures and post something about his trip.

have not been really updated about the rest. ohoh, another thing, YH is a rich woman now. Everyone is telling me that. =) including herself.

I don't understand why some people just drift away. Thinking their more superior now? by not understanding their mother tongue. That's a joke of the world. By despising others, criticing people that are different from you, or ignoring 'friends' whom you used to claim as brothers or sisters or even treating things ever so lightly. What shit have you done to be given this shitty privilege. NOTHING. for the god damn seek of whoever. YOU are not almighty up there. Come down to the earthy land where you belong, and step your foot right into the ground of shit. That's where you belong. I used to love you for who you are, but now, I'm doubting myself, you shall continue to be yourself, and I judge for myself how much love you deserve.
While some people are like above mention, some are just so loved by others, by many. They touches your heart everytime you talk to them, you know that they are there. You know that they won't abandon you, you know that even after years of not seeing each other. Maybe it's because reuniting with these people, bring us back to the life we used to enjoy, to the old memories we are so fond of, and we tend treat each other so differently compared to how we would treat people now, even though months or years have pass since the last time we see each other. Some people just fit into the whole situation, during the meet ups, no one feel awkward when they're around. 3 reason I deduced would be that, some of these people love us the way they always have, another would be that some of them are just so into situation always, orr, these people just made us feel like we have gone back to the times we used to enjoy thus making all let down our guards, enjoying ourselve once again like we have done so long long ago.

loving the people I love always
Jia Pei