11.53
20th sept 07

I'm tired, but not ready to go to bed yet.
Have been studying, stayed up at the library till almost 6 a.m. Walked home after that, it's really cold, my legs and face were frozen, I almost couldn't feel their presence, but at least it wasn't really dark and there's some life up and around at that hour. IF NOT I'LL BE FREAKED. Didn't feel really tired, but i know I have to sleep if i want to stuff things into my brain.
And yesterday I went to the library with my friend and cousin. Only stayed till 2 plus. Wasn't as productive, because i sort of 'overstudied' and exhausted myself, and perhaps also because I work better when I'm alone, when I'll concentrate. We left the library at 2 plus but were suppose to be back 2 hrs later to study, buttttttt, both of us slept our way through, till almost 8, I got a shock and woke, only to find that the sky is bright and my clock shows 7 plus. Anyway, after these sessions, I seriously am amazed and proud of myself. I pushed my limits by studying till late and actually not fall asleep, and found out that I could actually remember more things than I thought i actually could. weets.

I still remember the big Os day, where we went over to lin's place to mug. My gosh. I'm forever the first to K.O and I get distracted easily, and i even snored when I went to sleep (and distract others hahaha). my gosh. It was soooooo freaking embarassing, everyone went out of the room, that's how bad it was. and that blardy shun tian was there, didn't help much. But luckily it's the 1st and last time I snored i think. hahahaa. the good old days.

Went down to carousel today with cousin and a friend. It's just like travelling all the way to lot 1 when everything is similar in plaza. Wasn't in the best of mood, many things happen, too many. stressed up. but as usual i got better after awhile, but just for that short while. hahahaa.

Oh! I've created a blog for my little niece here. Let me know if you're interested. hahaa. She's my little princess. wahaha.

many a times, when you are pushed over your limits, when you have tried so hard, and although you know you could still do it, you just felt like giving up. it's always the easiest option although not the best.

Love
Jia Pei