29th oct 06
20:21
i almost slept through the whole day today. i woke up at abt 8, because the dogs were barking excessively. then i had breakfast and did some work then went to sleep again, waking up to go to the toilet and close my door. then go back to sleep until my cousin ask me to eat porridge. then went back to slp again until my cousin ask me go out for walk but i told her to go after dinner, then i went back to slp until dinner was ready. its damn tiring, i slept without dreams.

YESTERDAY-THE BIG DAY
yesterday was my sch's graduation ceremony and ball.
every thing have to be formal. it's a black tie event. which means that guys have to wear tuxedos and gals have to wear a gown if not you are not allowed in.
so the 1st time in my life, i wore a gown, act not really a gown, it was until the curf area. and the 1st time i wore heels, its killing don't understand how some ppl tolerate it.

29th oct 06
22:37
continue after watching CSI
my toes seems like falling off anytime. okay! i am exagerating a little. but it isn't the best thing to wear heels, moreover mine wasn't really high, it was just 2.5 inch.
you see gals taking their heels off during the dance. wahaha.

we had our ceremony in sch, and we had to go into the hall one by one, its so damn embarassing, everyone is looking at you. then sit there waiting for all the speech from the VIPs to be over, then went up the stage. almost every gals dread this moment. walking up the steps and down with heels, and the camera/vedio man will be shooting you, if you fall, thats it. you will be a clown for life.
then to the ball, my friend drove us there. some hired limosines, bus etc. heard that there were more limos last year.
then the ball, it was buffet at hyatt hotel. food was okay. not fantastic, but okay. then there is a speech from the graduation community, then lucky draws, then the dance. the the DESSERTS. not very nice i would say. at least not to a hotel standard, but the presentation was nice. before that there is the dance, most ppl went up to dance. some went for photo taking my professionals. of course i skipped the dance. went photo shooting. had some very nice ones taken. then walk around taking photos with friends. then went off. we drove to king's park, it's like sg's botanic garden. i was looking out for couples making out in the car, and everyone was laughing and all. didn't spot any, was kinda dissapointed. hahahaa.
its really a special and unforgettable day for me. i didn't want to go for the ceremony at 1st as i wasn't used to wearing things like that. after much persuation from friends, cousin and homestay i went. i didn't regret it, it was fun. (anyone wanna see the photos, ask from me)

it bring back memories of the pass. everytime i hear the gruaduation song by vitamin C i would think of 2e1darlins. i guess its the same for many of you. i didn't feel anything for this sch at 1st, i spend very little time here, friendship aren't strong here. not many ppl get emotional. i didn't feel much. but after the ceremony and ball, i want to treasure every moment. i want to treasure these friends. even though i understand that we might never see each other again for some of you, i still want to treasure it. i feel not putting in enough to all these friendships. i neglected these friendships. i didn't feel that they were important until ytd and the day before, the last day of sch. i really hope to see you ppl again, esp those in sg, we will meet up. actually some chat with some of them tonite also contrbute to this thinking of mine. they made me feel appreciated, the things i do, even small little things. they love you for who you are. i am guilty of that. i sort of bad mouthed one for my friends. but i really couldn't stand her. that is her, but i can't accept it. i have to learn.
lets meet up again in sg. love you ppl.

JIAP ei