21st oct 06
21:10
went out with my cousin today, to shop for the ball stuff. did i mention that another of my cousin is here? she is the one that marry my guardians son, thats how i get to know them. anyway, finally bought the shoes and a ear ring. quite ps, cause she pays for it, and its not cheap.
things aren't going very well now. i got 2 papers back, one was ok, but the other was crap really crap and shitty. and i don't know what is wrong with my system, i get irritated easily. i am being super sensitive. omg. this is enough to kill me. i feel things going on. forget it

went out for almost the whole of last week. because mon to wed was my holiday. so i went out shopping. i went to almost all the places. i even went to the beach. the sea is so nice but its cold. seashells are every where. i picked quite alot. where else. yea. just shopping like everywhere. i bought quite a bit of stuff.

then thurs there is sch but ended one hr earlier, then fri i skipped sch for like half a day, because was feeling shitty.
tmr suppose to go out with the tag mates, but not sure if my friends are going, if not if i go i wouldn't know what to do. so yea. see how.

this post would be quite random.

i am not sure if i have become lactose intolerent or is there more lactose in the milk here. hahaha. yea. but the milks here taste nicer then sg's ones.

purchasing of food here and daily nessicities is quite troublesome. cause we have to check the expiry date for everything. i think we would never do that in sg. but its terrible here. the toothpaste and shapoo have already expired and they are still selling it just that its cheaper. the food also. its already expired and they continue to sell them. they would get sued in sg. even my homestay have got lots of expired food. like there is this bottle of sour palm. those that are peach like sweet that we have in sg. it expired like 2 yrs ago, and that bottle is still there with not a single sweet missing. as long as the food is there for a yr, it continues to stay there until it rot. omgosh. they even take expired medicines, like panadols. when i 1st camei even ate expired noodles, but i think dry stuff is okay, it as long as its not for too long. we even had expired fermented tofu. yucks. and i had to eat it even though i know its expired, cause the auntie will put them in my bowl and i couldn't reject them. whaahhaa. so next time becareful when you are here shopping for food.

this issue was quite hot like a week ago. many things happen. and it made me feel that love hurt so many ppl. it hurts the ppl invole and also the ppl around them. i guess some ppl should really reflect on themselve. sometimes it's really hard for outsiders to understand what is happening between 2 ppl as well. these news were quite shocking for me. there are like so many things happening in a day. i guess many felt that way as well. the feeling was overwhelming. there is really nothing we could do.

end of my random posting

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