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03 jan 06
23:40
wish everyone happy new yr ba.. no new yr resolution.. i don't have one since dono when..
sianz.. buy ticket also so suai for me.. sheesh.. the timing all not rite.. and i have to go back earlier.. what the heck.. stupid airline.. darn.. and the dates are making me confuse.. one day means alot to me.. and my mum still say i niao the one day.. omfg..
the idea of dropping out and coming back came across my mine.. not once not twice but many.. feeling so lousy.. damn.. used to be such a strong gal.. or rather i feel i am.. but now.. even those stupid touching stories makes me cry.. omg.. i cant believe it.. i get all stress up for the slightest things..
i hate de idea of going back.. i hate de idea that 2006 is here.. i hate everything now.. nothing seems to be pleasing me.. i want to make full use of my hol.. but what have i done with it.. 1 mth just flew away.. oh gosh.. nvm.. trying to make use of the rest of the days.. but i am toooooooooo lazy.. fuck off my laziness.. things are not done properly.. everything is out of my way.. so confusing.. sheesh..
i think i am ranting too much here.. this is not my personal blog after all.. thinking of getting one.. but what ng once said.. we were booing abt blog when it just started.. and now we are into blog.. although i did not say anything abt blog in the 1st place.. but i just bu shuang.. so maybe try other ways lor.. typing out into my lap might be a gd idea? yeep..
2006 might not be a smooth yr for some but lets get through and hopefully i am able to get through together.. yea..
lurve
Pei