fate
30th dec 2005
23:55
what is fate.. hmm.. believing in it, but letting it control ur life? i don't know.. if u believe in fate that means what ever have been choosen.. but it seems like letting it control ur life? i don't know.. seems very luan..
2005 is coming to an end soon.. this week seems to past fast.. i have been back for a mth.. another mth and i have to be back.. hmm.. 2006 don't seem nice for me.. so hopefully i can enjoy the last few days of 2005..
those who have read jc's blog.. i guess u all also gan tong shen shou.. be it the guys or the gals.. we gals have been doing our meeting ups and the guys having theirs.. but i guess many things cant be blame.. not many things we enjoy doing it together.. for e.g. the gals like going shopping but not the guys e.t.c.. i guess i should be partially blame as well lah.. haiz.. but everyone have to put in an effort.. take some initiative and be appreciative..
there are many things for us to learn.. and every setback makes me learn..
i gave up at a pt.. like what jc once did and i think many have also done that.. its very tiring.. trying to get ppl together but ppl are trying to be or rather we think they are being 'dua bai'.. maybe this ppl don mean it.. they do not understand the difficulties of getting everyone together.. so hopefully next time everyone can be cooperative.. but act i see some improvement in some of the gals.. hehe.. i am still on the verge of giving up or not.. its that post of jc that gave me the little hope.. that at least someone is also putting in some effort.. like what he said.. everyone have a part to play.. and everyone have to put in an effort to make difference.. things will nv be like before and it will nv be.. but that does not mean that its bad.. we all grow up and things change.. we jus have to adjust ourselve to it.. everyone is reluctant to change to changes.. but this is a route we all have to take.. regardless of what it is.. studying, friends, work.. everything there is changes.. we feel uncomfortable with the changes at 1st but after adapting to it.. everything will be fine.. sometimes its also not weather u want it or not.. u have to.. like i told jc.. i just cannot accept the fact.. act i just have to learn to adapt to the changes.. there is bond to be changes.. even frm sec 2 to sec 3 there are changes just that these are minor changes which we adapt to easily..
so lets work hard together can we? those who do not want i also have nothing to say to u lah.. hahaa. but i guess for those who are reading will put in some effort at least.. the effort u take to read this blog and tag in this blog..

lurve
Pei