life is too short to regret?
11th nov 05
18:34
i agree life is indeed too short to regert.. but is it possible? i mean, those who have said it.. can u really possibly do that.. there are bound to be things that u have done and regret after that.. even small little things.. like we are always told no one is perfect.. so how can someone always make the perfect decision.. some may say you may not make the perfect decision but be opptimistic and the decision will be a gd one.. but is it ever really possible to be like that? i doubt so..
anyway.. today is quite of a bad day for me.. it was fine in the morning.. but things change after half day of sch.. haiz.. i don't know if its my usual over sensitive self.. or is there really a problem. haiz.. i really don't know.. things are not going really smoothly at home too i guess? i really don't know.. as usual its either i am too sensitive or what.. whatever.. life still goes on right? haiz.. it makes me miss Singapore even more.. make me miss the old days.. the days in sec, pri and even the days i played with my cousins.. it was so damn fun.. who will gather in a rm and gossip about a auntie or uncle.. go out and buy some ice creams.. roller bladding. play sliding on the wet floor.. got to the park.. to many to name them all.. haiz.. now all of us have grown up.. have our own friends.. our own life.. but................ we still contact each other.. help each other.. encourage each other.. many of u should know my 2 cousin yiwen (act is ee woon but she didn't really like so she change it herself.. haha) and kai jun.. hmm.. i tell them about everything.. nothing that i bother to hide to them abt.. everytime something crops up.. i will give kai jun a call.. even if its middle of the nite.. or early in the morning.. if i really in need she would wake up.. but sometimes she have to work.. so.. ya.. then yiwen gave me lots of encouragment.. hmm.. althought she always cheap my $$.. hahahaa.. everytime ask me treat her.. so damn.. and she use all the $$ to go buy new clothes.. so many things we have done together.. wen always rmb me trying to dump her at my mums shop which i have absolutely no idea of.. she still bring it up now.. so small air man..

hmm.. another 3 wk and i will be back in Singapore.. but its 3 WEKKS.. BLARDY 3 WEEKS.. damn.. its kinda long man.. many ppl are telling me its so short.. but.. haiz.. i tried to name down all the food i wanna eat in Sg.. but after writing a few.. i found out its impossible.. there is too much to write.. hahaaha.. so get ready pals.. get ready for all the big feast when i am back. hahaha..

i can't help but keep thinking abt it.. manz.. i hate it.. sheese.. damn.. you ass get out of my mind..

lurve
Pei