exams
24th nov 05
19:23
having my exam now.. had my 1st paper in perth and also the 1st time i am taking human bio exam.. so many 1st.. i manage to get a revision booklet.. where they have Q and the ans have been written.. it suppose to be a teachers guide lah.. anyway i manage to get it frm the liabary.. i know i will not have time to fin the tb so i just study that thing lor.. i did not fin that also anyway.. the HB test before the exam i realise that i act don't know the structure of the test that is given here in perth.. those that i memorise did not come out.. so dumb isn't it? in sg is not can even predict what they will come out man.. hmm.. anyway mcq of the exam was a disaster.. haiz.. don't understand so many things.. today went to get back my test paper then the teacher was saying he started marking some then ppl were like getting wrong.. damn.. i think that Q i also wrong le.. sianz.. haiz.. but i don't know y after the exam i was quite happy.. this is the 1st time after having so many test and exams.. i thought i will get better grades.. but today my confidence level seems to have drop.. keep thinking if my ans are correct but the worst part is i cannot remember them.. forget it.. over le.. then today is eng test.. ppl will think aiya eng don't have to study.. but the eng here is so damn diff sia.. ppl are studying like novels and poems and lyrics and ariticles they have learn before.. lucky me, because i came later so i only have to read some article and the novel i nv read and memorise some techniques and stuff.. didn't much bother.. its something like social studies.. the ans have to be in essay form.. the compre is not like 20 Q.. they only have 2 Q but one Q is 15 marks the other is 25 and another 2 other essay lor.. total 3 hrs.. there wil be no exam tomorrow for me.. monday having chem, tues introductory calculas then thur phy and i can go home le.. hmm.. was thinking.. i have taken like 14 yrs of spelling, dictation, test and exams.. when will it stop.. haiz.. i guess not so soon ba.. when i am working i have to ungrade have to take exams again when i retire i have to go learn things test again.. and life is also a big test for everyone.. so.. what can we do?
no mood to study sia.. but i have to sianz.. act was told that i will only be examted on what i have learned.. but thats not the case man.. i have to study everything they have learn since the beginning of the yr and that include HB which i have absolutely no idea of.. maybe alittle frm fnn lah.. eng don't have to study everything lah but others can choose what Q they want to do but i can't.. THEY BLARDY HELL LIE TO BE..

some ppl are telling me 2e1darlins are not as close as before.. i guess its some what true.. ppl change and surrounding change.. ppl make new friends.. they have lesser time as their responsibility increase.. thus lesser meet ups or lesser conversation.. ppl start to understand life differently, start to think differently.. like peng.. she have started a ful time working.. this will definitely let her feel how is it like abt working life.. how the 'real world is like'. she will understand better then us how people are actually like.. then km, who went to army, making friends with ppl who are much other, his thinking and point of view abt things would also change. then those who went to poly.. this is the time when ppl starts to grow up.. where many 'politics happen' when more friends are made.. when thinking starts to mature.. where trust is no long as strong as before.. where the 'real world slowly starts to come to truth. then those who went to jc.. work load increase.. friends made.. competition become very intense.. no more innocent thinking.. no more cute little faces.. then comes to the age where everyone starts to have partner.. more time are spend with lovers.. the other parties opinion starts to change yours..ppl change things and things change ppl.. so many changes so many.. and all this are in the great name of growing up.. yea.. growing up.. tian di xia mei you bu san de yen xi.. hope i this is correct.. shi cong fong rang li bei mei na mo tong ku.. hmm..
have a great day everyone..

lurve
Pei