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3 oct 05
18:30
having some undescridable feeling now.. hmm.. suddenly feel so scared.. this seems familiar.. just like t feeling when i just came.. but now.. tears have stop.. tried crying, will feel better.. but then no tears.. its inside me.. i hate it inside me.. make me feel so uncomfortable.. hmm.. life.. nothing is easy.. there is no easy way out.. you have to work hard to get what you want.. difficulty level depends on oneself.. you may find this task a difficult 1.. but others may not.. others may find this diff but you may not.. just like a rich man sons can get what ever he wants and it is easy but a begger may not.. a begger may find tieing of shoe lace easy.. but the rich man son may not.. don't laugh at my e.g... at my parent's working place, my mum told me there are NS man who don't even know how to tie their shoe lace..
another 2 months and i can go back le.. seems very short.. but.. to me.. its kinda long.. well.. life still go on..
many ppl wouldn't want to come overseas to study if they have a choice.. yeep.. true.. if i have ca choice, i wouldn't come either.. of course there are pro and cons.. coming here makes me more independent.. makes me more socialble.. makes me know what the world is all about.. what are the ppl in the real world is like.. know more abt ppl from all over the world.. allows me to learn how to appreciate better.. hmm................................................................... yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy................................................. well.. life still goes on.. yeep.. life still goes on..
lurve
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