a short one
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12 sept 2005
woke up early today again. so shall blog something short. everyone should be starting to get busy. jc's having their exam, poly also having their exams soon..
i guess my life here is still the same, i have not totally adapt to this place, starting to love singapore more then how i used to love her. still getting emotional now and then, but well.. my mum have giver me lots and lots of support, i love her very much. hahaha.. i write here cause she cannot see.. tears start flowing, but still i am stuck here.. wats de pt? sometimes u will get so frustrated and irritated that u ask yourself if you come to earth to enjoy or suffer? last time when i tel my mum i dont like to be here on earth, she will tell mi we come here to tour. just that we tour for a longer time, one day we will still have to go back. but anit tour suppose to be enjoyable? perharps its too long, its really too long, imagine yourself living for 70 yrs on earth. i know we must appreciate life, i am i and very fortunate, to have such a nice family, such nice friends and some nice ppl i meet, but i cant help it to feel soo... lonely, so miserable.. i jus cant help it.. i really appreciate everything that ppl have done for mi and the love they have for me.. thanks.. wei sheng nick was 'hahaha.... life..... wat are we doing in the earth? we not suppose to be here'.. this are exact words, so guess someone have the same sentiments with me.. tears continue to flow but i have to get ready to go to sch.. see u guys soon.. muackz.. hmm.. not short mah. this post is quite long.. how i hope to be able to sit down here and type and type and continue typing..
lurvve
peipeh..