your fear will cause you more difficulty to overcome ur obstacles..
2nd aug 2005
20:21

what have u guys been doing? still unable to post this blog.. heard that many of u nv come online except min and jc.. come on.. update smthing.. hahaha... today i think is the coldest... raining.. jus open book to study then feel like blogging le.. haiz.. auntie uncle went out.. feeling so lonely.. hahha.. now is the 4th week here.. 3rd week start sch.. thinkin back like so fast.. but then think like still got a few mths b4 i can go home its like so long..
today finally really talk to a Singaporean.. whao.. Feel so gd.. Using all the lah lor le leh.. hahaha.. Talk to the china ppl sometimes they also don’t understand my mandarin.. hahaha.. Is not my mandarine lan ok.. Is the words they use are diff.. Best is can learn more from them.. Then go back don’t have to let some1 keep correcting mi... I can correct ppl..
Basically.. Everything not bad.. jus my studies lah.. Finding it hard to cope.. Sometimes in klass will miss u guys also.. hahhaa..
Ct asks me if I regretted coming over.. Think abt it.. I do regret a little.. Thinking if I stay in sin everyday can see my family and friends.. But then I think if time were to go back I might choose the same path.. If I choose to remain in sin, I may also regret.. Regretting not giving myself a chance to get what I want.. I may not get it in the end.. But at least I gave myself a chance.. Guess coming over also make me more independent.. Cherish the ppl ard me.. And experiencing smthing diff.. When I was in sin, used to take things for granted.. Hope I have learned ba..
Now I wear the watch and the bracelet to sch everyday.. The leather smell can be smelled on my jumper sia.. hahaa. and the bracelet duno like wat liao.. the crown broken and decolour le.. then the Taurus drop 1.. thought I lost it in sch.. then came home found it in my rm floor.. so lucky sia.. I think me really bu shi he wear this kind of things.. ha-ha..
btw my hse have tangerine tree, orange, lemon, avocado, grape, pamelo, chili, lime,. still got some more.. but cannot remember or duno wat it’s called,, the lemon very big sia..
I have been coughing for a week sia.. but now almost recover le..
remember I told u all I join the amazing animal thing.. I am going to the reptile park.. can carry the lizard I think.. going zoo.. wetlands.. and museum.. next time if u all comes bring u all go the zoo..
talk abt the food here ba.. my sch cafeteria.. SUCKS.. hhaha.. not like our sch canteen.. here don’t have a lot of stalls wan.. is 1 stall sell everything.. and don have gong bao ji ding.. hahaha.. they sell things like french fries.. then i see their friend rice like cook with porridge.. abit kua zhang lah.. but its quite soft.. they also have nasi lemak here but nv try b4.. up til now i have not try anithing yet... dont find it appealing.. hahaha.. not like in sin.. cannot tahan.. they sell the drumstick hoh.. can see is very dry and abit black.. cannot fight with sin food man.. i already make order with my mum when i go back wat i wanna eat liao.. hahhaa.. but then at home eat the food all not bad wan.. every meal also got meat.. sometimes eat until scared.. hhaha.. like my friend staying with australian she say she nv get to eat tio rice wan... haha..
o ya.. i taking up piano again.. act didnt wan to.. but my mum wants mi to do it... then think abt it.. no harm lah.. if dont wan then quit lor.. comin thurs start lesson le.. my teacher frm malaysia wan..
ending here ba.. really really miss u guys.. plz come online more often...
like wat min says.. although we seldom or nv meet.. but our mind and souls are together.. hehee..
lurve
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