music.. getting into a buisness..
15th aug 2005
16:35

spoke to jc ytd.. he ask me go make a blog.. i tell him if i have my own blog hoh then 2e1darlins will become jungle le.. so i guess i will continue to blog here.. hahaa.. but then like all the unhappy event like bu ji li like tt.. nvm.. i try ok.. tonite goin out for dinner.. abit reluctant to go.. i think is uncle bday or smthing.. wed will be having chem test.. very scared sia.. today did my eng test.. damn.. write write write then found out i did not prepare enough.. cause we can bring our paper back then do brain stroming then wat did.. sound easy rite.. but its not.. haiz.. then not enough time to fin writing also.. 1h leh. haiz.. nvm.. at least fin the test le so not so bad.. tomoro act have to hand in a cell model.. so dumb sia.. i dono use wat to do.. have to write y u use tt material de..
then eng got another assesment again.. sianz.. must write a feather article abt a issue.. and i dont like to read newspaper de lor.. wah biang.. dono how sia.. i wish i dont have to study sia.. i told my mum to ask them look after me for the rest of my life.. i dont wan to study liao.. then if they die before me then i will go and die.. hahaha.. jus now i was thinking if i cannot get into vet sci then i will go study buisness.. wanna open own buisness.. LIM JIE MIN wil be my partner.. anibody wanna join in? but u have to like animals.. hahhaa.. think of this wil feel better at least i have a future.. but scared later min say say nia.. but sometimes future really hard to say lah.. hmm.. i have alot of things to do leh.. but then dont feel like doin it.. damn man.. i deserve to feel bad man..
if u ppl read jc blog.. during july he blog something abt wei sheng says tt u are too dependant on mi.. i read liao hoh. i go and think.. come here le.. i find myself very dependant on u guys.. especially some of u.. wat u all say wat u all do affect mi greatly.. really.. if talking abt planning things.. if u all did not cooperate when every1 start to say they dont wan to come then i guess wat i plan will also not be succesful ba.. this time chalet up till now still have positive ans.. but everytime also will have smthing happen de.. so i stil waiting see this time is wat..
u all read le plz tag or smthing leh.. wah liao.. i write so much like no respond de.. hahaha..
jus now when walking home was thinkin abt some things lah.. i find guys are better.. as in they will not like gou xing dou jiao.. then will not jiang shi fei.. dono leh.. i mean not all gals are like tt lah.. but come overseas le then u wil noe le.. many ppl have told mi fang ren zhi xin bu ke wu.. this is wat u should learn if u come overseas.. the ppl here are really not tt gd.. even uncle also say tt.. i am starting to learn tt.. last time in sin trust every friend.. come to here its a diff thing.. even ur seems best friend also cannt trust.. the friends i talkin now is the ppl here..
oh ya.. today i went to see my sch 'band'.. there is ard 5 ppl nia.. cause they have to bring own instrument mah so not many ppl join .. they have saxaphone and flute and viola.. my teacher says she have a tuba but very old liao.. hope can play it once again.. music really is smthing very special..
i really wan to come out of this thing..
i hope wat i am thinkin is not true..
i hope...

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